Complex PTSD
Complex PTSD (CPTSD) is a mental health condition that can develop from prolonged exposure to traumatic events, particularly those involving interpersonal trauma and a sense of captivity or powerlessness. It shares some symptoms with Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD), such as flashbacks and nightmares, but also includes additional difficulties related to emotional regulation, self-perception, and relationships.
Why Does This Matter?
As of July 2025, I have made the decision that my experience with Narcissism may be the singularly most important trauma event I have ever survived. It tested me, rocked me to my core, caused me to even abandon my faith when NOTHING I had ever been through, (my mother's death when I was 12, My restraining order on my father, my independence at only the age of 15). None of these things are even comparable to hell and darkness Narcissism brought into my life in the illusion of intimacy and love. Yet, I survived. And Understand it. I educated myself, I studied the enemy - and I rose from the ashes like a phoenix.
I feel this experience is likely to prove invaluable for others that may be experiencing and/or attempting to navigate interactions with people of this nature. I didn't survive hell to stay silent. I didn't survive hell to keep this incredible knowledge to myself.
I survived hell because maybe I can help others.